Sunday, March 31, 2002

12:54 a.m. and nothing to do but yabber
My cousin is gone !Wah -me sad sad- ! Oh well at least Rosa from New York came over here .She's in Roxboro right now and I'm gonna go see her tomorrow! ^_^I'm so glad~I haven't seen her for ages .I'm even gonna go see Méli .I haven't seen her since last summer .It's gonna be so cool .Last year when we were always together .Sigh ...Nothing but nostalgia ... Losing them ,well not exactly losing but being far away and not talking to them much made me realise how much friends are important and being around ppl you trust ( two of the few I trust ) is very very important .
Yes I wasn't exactly the happiest unibunny at the beginning of the school year .I lost *not exacly lost* but Rosa was in a diff. country and Méli changed school ,so I was *away* from two ppl whom I loved very much and trusted .How sad .But this experience made me outgoing * ahem *lemme rephrase that; made me more outgoing than before and I found some of my old friends .Who to my suprised all still loved me very much for being the little crazy unibunny I am .
Early to bed, early to wake makes a lady smart, pretty and great !
I'm Noodle
Alright ,alright my page ain't so bad for a rottentomato ,ginky ,unibunny ,whateveryahmacallit page .I am proud of myself !
You know I really suck with html ,So I wouldn't be surprised if one day my page was lost or something like that .Thats right something like that .

Wednesday, March 27, 2002

Ah snow it's so wonderful ,it falls when it feels like falling you can't stop it ,and it's so cold ,white and it camouflages the ice so that you slip when you least expect it .And who can forget the wonderful brown slush that soaks up ur socks, makes ur feet ichy like hell and makes squishy sounds in ur to be wet shoes ?And the way snowballs fall down ur shirt ?Wonderful!Just wonderful !
EXCEPT WHEN IT"S IN GODDAMN FAKING SPRING!I HATE SNOW !I HATE COLD!ARRRGGGGGGG!!!!
Have history exam tomorrow last period = Arg .

Monday, March 25, 2002

My mom is so stupid
SUPER ORGY PORNO PARTY!
Why can't i find a decent clover site?!WHYYY?Is it so much to ask!?
Ah little time alone is great .Seriously .I spent my whole weekend being a loner and i feel all better .i guess I'm not a people person .Oh well .

Sunday, March 24, 2002

Don't get me wrong ;I really love my brother and all but I really don't want to go to his little breackdance competion .Not even to see him dance salsa and making a fool of himself ,yes he has to dance salsa with some chick cus,she didn't have a partner .I see him breackdance everyday at home...Whats the point of seing him breackdance somewhere else?Besides my parents are gonna film him so I'll see the damn show at home .I really don't want to go but my parents are gonna make me go .They have to keep an eye on me ,they don't want me to do something stupid .
I really don't want to see his dingy competition but I wanna get out of this house !Arggg dammit .This really really sucks .
well I'll quit complaining cuz thats what I've been blogging these past few days ,and I'm starting to annoy myself . Hmm let's see...What can I not complain about... The sky is blue today ... Yep...perty sky ... Nothing on t.v ... I finished two books this morning ... .... -_- .Harumph !This sucks I wanna leave this house !I think I should make this blog better .It's so plain and boring !Yep ,thats what I'll do to keep me busy .Make my blog better .
Some days,your better off without looking at yourself in the mirror ,Im having one of those days cus i look horrible .But I don't care I wont be going no where cus I'm punished...again .My parents got mad at me cus my room looks like a pig pen .so here I am stuck in my house ...at least I get to get out at 2:30 to see me brother breackdance at the hotel Hilton .The prize of the competition is 5000$ *cha ching*

Saturday, March 23, 2002

Painting is fun...
I'm in a quiz mood.



Look at your blue self with your spoon and polka-dotted bib. Are we a little hungry?

Find your inner rubber ducky.

it's a sick sad world .
I feel ugly today .Skins is bleh ,ecxema is comming back ,hair is yuky ,face is ugly .My dad says I look the same as any other day .Maybe I look ugly everyday but I don't realise it .But I don't only feel ugly on the outside ,i feel ugly in the inside (personality)I feel like I'm some negative little pmsed teenage bitch and I can't do anything about it .
Drawing ,painting ,music ,friends ,reading isn't helping .
Maybe I should sigh up for karate again or take some anger management classes .Nah that won't work .I suck at karate ever since my breathing problems grew bigger .Besides I have too many thngs to do at once .My dad decided not to do science yet ,I think he feels something is wrong with me and he decided not too push me to much .Maybe he doesn't want to piss me off cus I have extremelly bad temper in the morning .
I heard malaria kills.Maybe if I stop taking my pills...
I saw Blade 2 with the group and the guy .He seemed like he wanted to talk to me but I kept on avoiding him .I bet he was gonna say something like :sorry Lorah but I like another girl .Yes he probably knows I like him cus all my friends knows and the group I hang out with ...well I wont say anything but Max knows too and hes a big mouth .The last time he knew I liked someone he told the guy about it.Damn jerk .But the guy I liked turned out to be more of a jerk .When he found out ,he tried to use me and he asked if I wanted to be his fuck friend .Stupid guy ,just because i like him it doesn't mean I'm so desperate to be with him that I'll do anything for him and become his little whore .
You know ,I think that love is stupid... No being infatuated is stupid ,you lose all perspectives of the important things in life ,you tend to be desperate and develop an obsessively jealous behaviour...which is a total turn off for the person you like, and you start sucking...Like me right now .I like some guy and I suck ,really.I thought I stoped liking the guy two days ago...cus I started forgetting about him ,I don't talk to him much ever since I came back to Canada .But why am I still looking forward to his stupid bball game?WHY?When I like someone I really suck .I start feeling miserable when the guy isn't around and when he is ,I barely talk to him .Plus the guy I like ,has ten other ,who knows maybe more ,secret admirers .Cute ones too .And there was this one girl ,that he seemed to like and she likes him with no doubt,she seems so outgoing and full of personality .Arggg Im so stupid and jealous when I like someone .

Tuesday, March 19, 2002

I feel sad...Very sad.I just recently met one of my old childhood friend *wont name a name*and heard she droped out of school ,is addicted to all kinds of drugs ,smokes*of course* and drinks .Now lot's of my friends I have now ,smokes and drinks occasionally and it doesn't bother me ,just as long as they don't force me to do the same cus it's *hip* or *cool*.But when I heard she was taking drugs ,I felt sad and angry .Angry at her mom that doesn't care ,that's never there for her ,not there to show her whats good and bad .The goddamn kid is just in grade 6 .WAHHH what have the world gone too? *breathe in breather out.*
I'm also pissed that I can't do anything about it .I,of course ,talked to the girl ,about how I think she should get back in hand and what she is doing to herself is ruining her future .But why would she listen anyways.I spent like half an hour today,talking about *this bad,you good and you plus drugs equals no touchy* and she was there looking at me blankly ,then she looked away and giggled about the little smurfs dancing on my shoulder .

Sunday, March 17, 2002

Wow I'm a carrot~I feel happy cus unibunny's like carrots.Hmm good for ur teeth !


I'm a carrot! Loved by young children everywhere who are forced to eat their vegetables ~.^ I'm very open to anything that might oppose my general beliefs. I love to help and be helpful in anyway I can, I'm such a great vegetable!

Take the Vegetable Quiz by Krysten!

Yay my dad isn't back yet...That means no boring science for moi. Oh it rocks to be me .Hmm i got wine from my neighboor !Superdidooper !
Oye btw HAPPY ST PATRICK'S~I'm wearing green today...Well I always wear green cus it's my favorite color !Hurrah !

Saturday, March 16, 2002

Hmm tomorrow is St Patricks...Apparently those who don't wear green tomorrow gets pinched by other pimples and those who DO wear green can kiss whomever they feel like kissing...If I can only get to see the cute guy tomorrow...
I'm sorta typsy...I only drank 1 beer and a half plus got sum sips from random bottles and I'm friggin typsy ! Jeez I didn't know I was that I had that low of a tolerence to alcool .It's perty sad.Eh had to face the truth sumtime !Hmm sum mother fucker keeps on loggin in and out of msn ,its pissin me off...Talking about piss I gotta take a whiz *thanks for sharing u drunkie*EH!Is that what u all think??THANKS FOR SHARING?Oh I'm gonna shut the hell up cus I'm drunk .
Haha Julian has to do a waltz with KK.I dun like those...Ppl are so stiff in waltz...And they turn around so much, gives me a headache...Round and round they go...Oh my stummy hurts .
I took the what is your hobbit name quiz.My name is Lily Hornblower of Waymoot ,perty long huh?
I'm doing science on my break...Bleh u science .
I did science with the help of my dad...I understand chapter 1!Actuaclly I already did ,I'm just having a *revision* of science since the beggining of the year.Whoopee~-_-~I shouda lissened to the stupid teacher.Maybe I wouldn't be doing this....Maybe...
Anyways I am bored and my science seance with my dad isnt over yet.I'm just on my break.
Wow I really like the layout of angelcage, its the girl from clover in a cage .So perty ,I wish I knew html and how to make a decent looking page .Oh well I guess Ill stick with the templates for now .
I'm thinking of making a new blogger page since I deleted rottentomato .*Snif snif Why?Whhhhyyy did I do that?*This time I'm gonna try to work hard to make it look good...(Lorah gives up after one hour of work.)Oye I have to study my science ...Im doing perty bad in science ,history and religion pfff who cares about religion??Not me .But science...Thats one of the most important subjects this year and I'm failing-It's not myself the teacher is a boring undevoted snitch and the subject she teaches is boring dull and pointless .Eh stupid piece of....*mumble mumble*

Friday, March 15, 2002

Sigh ...I went to the theater with the cute guy...Hes so cute....Sigh.
I played with his hair~I sorta tortured him...Oops.Hmm my rottentomato site isnt working well
I think I'm gonna remove it~Sniff sniff~I cherished it...Woin I think I'm gonna bawl.
Im thinking of doing sumthing new with my page cus its so blah .
Oh yeah I'm back from Haiti and im gonna develop my cool pictures of the cute guy!
Im one blushing bunny!*sigh*
I got a hug from a very cute boy
*double sigh*